|Ready to Kill
||[Jan. 31st, 2006|08:12 pm]
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|||||Never Told You What I Did For a Living (My Chemical Romance)||]|
It's strange to feel so hollow for once before a battle. I'm usually anxious and nervous with excitement and worried over wether myself or loved ones will be killed. But for once, I don't think I would mind much being killed if I took down so many opponents with me. Is it weird that its making me feel a bit better? Other than that I just feel so numb after what happened with...Well, let's not talk about it.
Konoha is eeriely quiet. You jump if you hear so much as a twig snap behind you. There have been a few accidents I've heard of already where someone accidently injured a friend because their nerves were so pent up and they thought that Sound was already attacking. People are saying goodbye to each other like they might never see each other again at the office. Its like "see ya later" but with a strange in their eyes.
But we've all been through this before...when the Chuunin exams were in our village...We know we'll survive and Konoha will still be here. Orochimaru should know he's only setting himself up for another failure.
My blades are ready to cut.
Anyways, if I don't make it- this might be good bye. So I'm going to be drinking with the guys and for once I don't care about being underage. Jiraiya-sama, thanks for being there. Tenten, try not to stress too much or pull your hair out and kick major butt. Same goes for Neji- you've gotten better, but quit scowling. Hatake-san, Kurenai, Mitarashi-san and Genma...you're like the weird bigger brothers and sisters I never had. Thank you. Kimi-kun, whoever and wherever you are, I wish you the best as my mysterious penpal person and please keep trying to study plants. Iruka-san, thanks for believing in me and letting me teach. Konohamaru-kun, listen to Iruka-san, OH WAIT, you graduated. Listen to Ebisu-sensei...he is in charge of you right? Uzumaki-kun, I'm sorry about that s-scorpion thing, but I think I'm less afriad of them now. Yamanaka- don't fake your death again. As retribution for all the shit Ibiki put me through, I think I might come back and haunt him so I'm going to give him hell for Ino too >:D Capt. Suzu, please look after the boys because if one of us makes it out, its you. Oka-chan, grow big and strong and take care of mom. Kotetsu....
I STILL love you, you asshole.
I hope I'm not forgetting anyone. If I am, I apologize! O_O
Oh, and in the case of my possible demise WILL SOMEONE REMEMBER TO FEED MY SPECIMENS AND MY RABBIT! IF NOT I'M HAUNTING EVERYONE FOREVER!